This song has been stuck in my head for almost a week. On top of that, I’ve been incredibly homesick. It feels like an eternity since I have spent a summer in Buffalo, let alone just being there.
I almost wish I told work that I have to go home because it means I would be cruisin’ down the highway tomorrow with the windows down and country music playing on my radio. I don’t think I’ve ever been this antsy to get home, not even last summer when working at Luna was a complete nightmare and my relationship was on the edge.
I couldn’t be more excited to spend the next 6 weeks at Judy’s house. I’ve missed that girl like I miss my own sister, which is obviously a lot. Being there is honestly the closest thing I have to home when I’m away. It always felt like I was at home. I have been so incredibly blessed to have met the Norkus family. They are so sweet and welcoming. Not to mention they put up with me and let me come back. I am forever indebted to them for everything they have done for me so far.
But I just want to be home. I want to go to the crowded ass beach on memorial day where I will see everyone from high school that I don’t want to see. I want to go to Anderson’s at 9pm and eat ice cream outside. I want to do dumb shit with Carly and Joelle and Cierra. I’ll finally be 21 and I’m not going to let that go to waste while I’m home.
There’s so much I want to do and people I want to see who I haven’t seen in far too long.
I want to go in the pool and try to get my dog to lay next to me even though my poor pup is either scared of everything or couldn’t be bothered. I know I’ll get sick of my parents and all that stuff that comes along with being at home.
But right now…it’s calling my name and it’s so hard to not answer the call.